Decisions

My time in life is here where I will have to make choices, choices I probably wont want to make.
But none the less there they will be, just waiting for me to respond to their constant nagging.
They are almost screaming at me now "Are you going to collage?", "Where are you going to collage?", "How are you going to make money to survive on?", "Where is your God?", "Where is your future, And with whom? " Ever night they haunt me, delaying my peaceful sleep until I at least try to answer them.
I think there should be like a pause button on life, because I would really just love to push pause, sit down, and think for a century...
Or an answers button would by nice too... Type a question click an answer and see the possible outcome.
That would be heaven... Let's face it, decisions are one of the most important things in life..
Everything you do you pretty much make a decision...
I am on the verge of Eighteen and it is the scariest thing I've ever experienced.
It is completely unpleasant... And I'm afraid that my fear will override my sanity,
leaving me blank and without a future...